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Re: VENT HERE!!!

Post by Cabaline » Fri 29th Aug 2014

I'm completely on my own here and it’s stressing me out. Usually I can cope because I can rely on the support of my boyfriend. But him not being here is really hard for me.

So most of today I've been an emotionally unstable mess, and I don’t feel motivated to do anything, including eating. I have no idea how long this will last.

This is just an FYI so that you guys don’t expect a lot from me in the coming weeks.

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Re: VENT HERE!!!

Post by Bang Your Drum » Sat 30th Aug 2014

For some reason I keep expecting for my sister to walk in, then I realized "wait no she's hundreds of miles away."
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Re: VENT HERE!!!

Post by CloverKitty » Sun 31st Aug 2014

stop making excuses stop making a big deal out of things stop worrying so much stop being so stupid stop being so selfish stop being scared stop it stop it stop it

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Re: VENT HERE!!!

Post by Skyswallow » Mon 15th Sep 2014

It'd better shut up
It'd better shut up
I don't want this
It'd better shut up
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Re: VENT HERE!!!

Post by HollyShort9 » Mon 22nd Sep 2014

My dad is in intensive care again and all I can think about is when we were here a few months ago. All I want is for him to be comfortable and not have all these health issues. I feel so bad for him.
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Post by Bang Your Drum » Thu 2nd Oct 2014

^
my dad's in the ER right now. What makes it worse is that just yesterday we we talking about coffins and really awfully morbid stuff like that.
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Re: VENT HERE!!!

Post by BoboParadizo » Mon 27th Oct 2014

oh my god i only go on this site when i'm having a mental breakdown i was such a dumb happy little kid i feel like crying when i remember all the memories i had here oh my god i had no social life and i've been through so much since then and i got so hot and met so many people in real life but people are so exhausing and long story short after tonight i think i'm a little bit tipsy and also my ex just tried to awkwardly feel me up and some a**hole keeps trying to sext me and i really do hate dumb high school this is so dumb with everyone thinking they're so fcking funny just keeping up appearances is so exhausing you have to post all the mandatory selfies to instagram and your snapstory with ppl so you look like you have the right amount of friends and tweets interesting enough so someone will retweet it how is any of this better really and i'm taking so many ap classes this year and doing enough stuff to be able to graduate by the end of junior yr and being one off from a perfect act score but none of it will ever be enough and i am going to snap and i just miss when i was like eleven and all i cared about was fcking artemis fowl i'm tearing up now oh my god
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Re: VENT HERE!!!

Post by jsreed5 » Tue 9th Dec 2014

I miss her, FG.

I miss her so badly.

It's been two and a half years. I should have moved on long before now.

I'm getting so angry with myself because I haven't been able to let it go.

I've had, and was dumped by, another girlfriend between then and now.

I shouldn't be feeling this way about something that happened so long ago.

This is becoming unbearable.

I have to resolve it.

I miss her so badly, FG.

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Re: VENT HERE!!!

Post by FowlStar » Thu 11th Dec 2014

People are so very disappointing.
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Re: VENT HERE!!!

Post by Bang Your Drum » Fri 6th Feb 2015

I have the worst congestion related headache I can ever remember having.

EDIT: I drank some water and now it's not as bad. I'm probably dehydrated.
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Re: VENT HERE!!!

Post by Amber Root » Sat 9th May 2015

"I dreamed a dream in time gone by, when I was young and unafraid;
dreams were made and un-wasted."
Now my dreams are turned to shame
Shame for those I call family and friends
For when something is good
They are ruined because of another

New lives
Cancer

Engagement
Divorce
"I've seen you before, show me some way to help you."
Bad choices
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Goobbye
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Re: VENT HERE!!!

Post by Skyswallow » Fri 14th Aug 2015

I used to love that song (for its conviction, although I disagree with the ideas behind it); now it just makes me feel guilty for no reason. D'Arvit.
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Re: VENT HERE!!!

Post by jsreed5 » Wed 19th Aug 2015

This is what i want to do with my life.

And I can't shake the horrible feeling that I'm not good enough. That I won't make it. That no-one will ever cite my name or recognize my works. That I will never make a real contribution to this world.

That my life would stand for nothing.

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Re: VENT HERE!!!

Post by FowlStar » Fri 11th Sep 2015

It's really frustrating when straight people think that once you come out, that's the end of it. It's more like, whenever I meet a person I have to gauge how bigoted and homophobic they might be, as well as if they seem like the type to out me without my consent, especially in a professional setting. It's scary, sometimes.
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Re: VENT HERE!!!

Post by Skyswallow » Sat 12th Sep 2015

I really like(d) 'Who Am I'. I wish I could listen to it.
Gallifrey - a Doctor Who fanfiction
Hunting the Disappeared - a Fowlock fanfiction

Stars, in your multitudes - scarce to be counted, filling the darkness with order and light! You are the sentinels, silent and sure - keeping watch in the night, keeping watch in the night.

cepele retro petdamìnpasétócó - 'at some point, past!you gets a plant-like thing (that we think is from the future)'

This user will debate you about how important Jean Valjean is (acceptable answer: very), and the distinction between 'antagonist' and 'villain' and how the terms apply to Javert and the Thenardiers.

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